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On the healing power of words and the silence of our souls.

Dearest readers, I hope you are all doing good. I have been missing us so much. I am late here as always and I apologize straight away cause I don't want to write it around giving any reasons. It's simply what it is. I have been lost and perhaps gone off because of that. I have been too lazy to sit with myself and face it straight. I feel okay anyway and happy writing after so many days. This is my first post of 2025 and I wish you all a peaceful year ahead. I am sorry if I sound a little out of my mind throughout this post cause’ I really am lost a bit. I love you.

With art or no art, with words or no words, with direction or no direction, I will always choose to show up here for who I am even when I feel like a complete zero and will try to find my way back to my soul again and again. I can't emphasize more on how important it is to be there for your soul first even when it mostly seems like fighting with yourself.

You can not lock yourself up for a long time and call yourself lost. You can not brush off your doubts and fears more often and call it as regular weakness.

Who are you when you have nothing to show up for?

Who are you if only you choose to show up when you create some art?

Who are you when you stop doing anything for others?

Who are you when you hide away and lock up yourself for a while?

Who are you when you can not stop this long-running silence of your soul?

Who are you when you can not pull through anything that will help you stand on your own?

I understand how tough it is to find value for anything when nothing goes good or right. But all I know is we are all unapologetically beautiful regardless of what we are made to pull through. In all our beautiful and broken pieces.

What sounds broken might be preparing you for something beautiful. What sounds hard might be preparing you on something to be hopeful for. What sounds lost is actually right here where you have left it and is asking you to look closely. With your heart open.

I am perhaps a mess right now and will be one as long as I try to name it otherwise. But today as I am writing this to you I am strongly choosing to embrace my mess and wishing you to do the same. I have a part of myself wandering slowly in this space and sometime very late to catch the beat of what will help me to stay intact. Regardless of how irregular I am, I always feel one with my soul here. I can pause my time and walk slowly. My heart doesn't feel the rush to run life fast. I witness peace in the words that I am trying to write and know myself better.

We are never alone. And nothing ever goes out of our hands. Not really until we accept it as such. This letter today will take us through a ride of what it really takes to get ourselves back to what matters at the moment and also what we are actually missing to see amidst all the fear of loss and desperation. Thanks for being here and choosing to read my words. I love you.

I defy myself every time though I strongly know and believe what's best for my soul. This letter calls you into this endless unknown abyss that I wish to explore and heal. I am not alone. I am not alone.

My dear readers, you will always find me here t r y i n g to b r e a t h p e a c e again with words of h o p e and l o v e. I wish you as well breathe hope along with me. We are never alone.

You will always find me here trying to show up for my soul even amidst the chaos and doubt streaming out of my mind. And I wish you as well to never give up on your soul. We are never alone.

I may soundly call myself lost but I know you can see me. See me struggling and yet trying to show up with words that call out my soul not to run away from myself. And I also wish you could really see yourself seeking ways to heal even as we all only keep calling ourselves lost more often.

1. The truth is we are never lost. We are always only on the path of finding ourselves whole and true to our souls.

2. I wish you could see this for yourself how unbreakable you are with your soul just as I am trying to see mine. Here. Everytime.

3. I wish you could see how beautiful you are with your little aching heart there, still beating for everything that you rightly deserve for.

4. I wish your healing gets as natural as your breathing.

5. I wish we all allow ourselves to be seen fully even through our broken pieces and still accept who we were and who we are becoming.

6. I wish we build ourselves strong enough to break free and just be.

7. I wish coming back to ourselves doesn't always have to become a longing vacation but our daily heartfelt peaceful meditation.

8. I wish you will always choose to have a kind heart that only seeks the possibility of love and peace.

9. I wish we all surrender ourselves to our souls and see how innately strong and beautiful we are regardless of the life we always long to live in the future.

10. I wish we can all just be and see anything as what it is and not what we want it to be for what we want from outside always can mislead our soul and what we want from within will always get us back to what really matters to our being. Always seek what your soul wants for you. Rest of anything is only a wasted drama.

With all these notes from my tired yet beautiful heart I sign off for today. I love you.

PS: Never mind how messy your life may seem right now, you will always find a place in your own heart where all your problem becomes nothing compared to the love you carry for your soul. Trust. Just trust.

With Peace,

Revathi Ganesh